June 28th, 2005
tumbling in the heart
oh man i do miss this feeling... (do i?)
ever since J... no, ever since E.... no, it's L...
I haven't had that feeling for a long time (well, seems not very convicing though *blushed*)
but anyway, i actually hate this feeling
it leads to all kinds of weirder kinda emotions and physical uncomfy
and then I'll be drown in desperation
it's just like a neverending loop once it's started